Cutters, Eating Disorders, And all the rest of it

Providing a safe place for people who have participated, or still participate in self harm activities such as cutting, eating disorders, drugs, alcoholism, embedding, etc. I am 38 and and have been cutting since I was 13 years old. This is an ongoing state of existence, and I figured we could use a space to just talk without judgment or fear of repercussion.
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    5 days

    Its been 5 days since the last time i cut. OR used nail clippers. I decided to challenge myself on the whole nail clipper issue from the previous week, just so see if i could go for a while without...
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    Quote

    so i found this quote a while back... and figured some of you may relate to it as i do.. thought i would share. "It drains you of all emotions but crying. You smell something that reminds you of them...
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    Rough 2 nights

    over the past two nights I have cut 3 times and purged once. Sometimes I just lose control and fall back on old habits....sometimes I need to gain control and I fall back on old habits. The outcome is exactly...
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    Started using a new place

    recently located a long lost location for cutting...my abdomen. below the belly button, above the hair line. groups of small thin cuts. the next day, it looks like a rash from a distance, not a grouping of cuts. and no...
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    Had a wonderful night....

    But still the need to cut exists. I came home and could not WAIT to get the bathroom to take care of things. Just a few scratches...they will heal in a few days. But wow...what a release. Each...
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    Your Not Alone.

    Think about it.. Your in your bedroom, thinking about everything that day. You grab the pen and paper and start to write a note for the last time, you lay down for the last time, you cut.. for the...
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    alone again

    Plans fell through with a girl, and now I find myself sitting alone in my house, just starring at my razors. I hate feeling like this. Like this is my only option. I dont feel like I have anyone else...
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    The urge is like an ocd tic...

    On the nights when I feel as though I need to cut...it comes to me like a tidal wave, and smashes across my entire body. I have grown out of the phase of having to cut every day. Although, there...