so i found this quote a while back... and figured some of you may relate to it as i do.. thought i would share.
"It drains you of all emotions but crying. You smell something that reminds you of them and you are empty, tears form. You can't watch anything remotely romantic, because you hunger for them to share the moment with. Your pillow becomes them. You are in a dark place. A place you fear. A place that scares you. Loneliness thrives and eats at your heart…. you just don't want to face the world. You want to take an eraser and start over. Undo the wrongs. Undo the pain." ~Rebekah Wedell
- February 2013